eat, praise, love
Author: brewrosemilk
Subject: Fanworks; Explicit; 9-1-1 (TV); Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV); Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV); Evan "Buck" Buckley; Christopher Diaz (mentioned); Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV) (Mentioned); Established Relationship; Porn with Feelings; Introspection; Laughter During Sex; Fluff and Smut; Domestic Fluff; Dirty Talk; Praise Kink; degradation kink; Rough Sex; Semi-Public Sex; Hot Tub Sex; Impact Play; Clothed Sex; Outdoor Sex; Future Fic; M/M; No Archive Warnings Apply
Publisher: Archive of Our Own (2023-03-18)
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“We can’t just give into everything we want."
“Why not?†Buck retorts immediately. Eddie raises an eyebrow. “I’m serious. I love you. You love me. What’s the problem?â€
There it is again. That wall. The same one Eddie thought he got rid of when he tore apart his bedroom with a baseball bat, and when he came out, and when he got together with Buck - that… line drawn in the sand, that obstacle, that lump in his throat that doesn’t make sense, and doesn’t need to be there, but that he still can't quite seem to shake.
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Or: In which Eddie teaches himself to voice his desires without shame.